Tuesday, April 17, 2012
The storms ...
I was awake until 4am this morning totally unsuspecting what I would be in for today, as usually everyday. It is sometimes that the spirit arouses my curiosity and anxiety towards a new event. I was saddened that I was not able to trek up to Sacramento to help voice my concerns to the health committee for the hearing on Ab2109. It has been over the past few days I have been writing many rough drafts getting the anger out of me and the hurt by a system that use to be family in (the medical profession). I stopped because I am now about God, what God wants what His desire and will are for me. I cope. How is it I can see Gods love in this? My child injured by mans vaccine, not Gods comes to me daily with her inflictions and her adversities and loves on me unconditional of the treatment that she receives by me or anyone else. She has a full cognitive understanding of love. She has been given and fed nothing but love. I feel that is how it is with God we come to Him through our pain and afflictions being wounded, reach out to Him and He never denies us. He holds us with open arms. I say this after going to bed (no passing out at 4am) sending my information along to an email address that I don't know if it will reach the right person or not. It doesn't. I was woken at just after 9am to a concerned oldest daughter saying momma Abigaile is sucking and grinding her teeth ( abigaile having a seizure) we proceeded with battle of prayer, and praising God the storm we are in, rebuking the waves that Gods spoken voice - His spoken Word will castaway the waves, they aren't leaving yet we claim victory and give her emergency meds in Jesus name! I claim victory over my day today, because today is the day that the Lord has made let us be glad and rejoice in it! Amen
Sunday, April 8, 2012
The calm before the storm- Praise be to God ...
I have watched my little girl over the past eight years go from a baby that was developing normal , to going through a terribly traumatic early childhood after being injured by a vaccine reaction. This year before this Easter weekend we have seen some very significant changes that we have been seeing in her. It is all given glory to God! It has not been easy and there are things that have seriously tested our faith. We feel like through all of this we have walked through the depths of hell and honestly, I know we have come no where near it. There are days that I think I could not handle anything but God says He is in control. We have had a really good time with Abigaile and she has progressed wonderfully. The past couple of days are like walking through hell again but I guarantee God is our front guard and our rear guard and God is in control.
So in the past 48 hours we had our account on lockdown, our debit cards cancelled because my husbands debit card was stolen and they cancelled mine as well even though it is different account numbers. It doesn't stop here. I normally don't talk about our personal life but I am going to this time. It is to simply make a statement of just how much evil is in our world. There are so many people who are spiritually sleeping and will be caught off guard. Here is a little history to make a long, story short.
In 2008 we were close to winning our vaccine injury case for our daughter. We were told by our team of attorneys in Memphis that to go ahead and get treatments or whatever care was needed for our daughter and so long as it was vaccine injury related it WOULD BE reimbursed when we won our case. We got treatments at NW Health and Lifestyles in Bentonville Ar. This place is rotten to the core! We went in for assessment and told them our case they said they would work with us. We told them that our attorneys advised that it would be such and such date and time we should have things closed. Our Dr. Kartzinel was treating our daughter , has the majority of her life since she was about 7 mos old. They suggested a Care Credit account to keep everything in one account and that way it could be paid off. We don't have credit cards and did not like the idea of having one as we have had credit cards in the past and were happy to get rid of them. It was suggested that the more treatments we signed up for 40 treatments. Our Dr. K had ordered 40 treatments but was specific on his prescription of how he wanted them done. It is critical to our daughters health as she is very sensitive and allergic to many things. The levels of Oxygen and the pressure she needs to be at so as not to cause seizures. We did 8 dives and the last dive that we did because the nurse was called to turn up our tank. It cause our daughter to have seizures and I was even lightheaded for days following this. We were rightfully upset. We spoke about it to the technician Kevin and also spoke to the son of the owner. We told the son that the nurse disrespectfully came in and without warning turned up the pressure when they had specific orders. After that treatment they took us to an office for a meeting, and fired us. Yes, fired us! We asked for her medical records and they refused them even though we were paid in full. We had to hire an attorney who got a private investigator to go in and retrieve the records. We found in the chart where the owners son , who is not a licensed (anything) he is running this place he wrote very derogatory information and defamation of my husbands character. He is not legally allowed to write in the chart. They fired us, then kept the rest of the care credit funds. It looks like a set up now that I look back on it. I fought care credit, and appealed it but they sided with this owner. Our daughter was very sick and having hundreds of drop seizures sometimes in a day because of this. It is a lot to care for her full time. When I called to speak to care credit or a representative to try and let them know that we paid for so many visits up front they kept adding late fees and all their other garbage fees. The next thing is that the people I spoke to, could not understand English or communicate it. It ends up they denied us. It went to collections and going on the word of the attorneys that it would be an expense that would be reimbursed . Well when we sent it to the attorneys, they said that when the funds went to the Trust for the vaccine injury that we could pull it from that. We submitted $xxx,ooo.oo for her care that we paid out of pocket and they told us the government would pay us $XX,000.00 to reimburse what we had been out of pocket. They started dropping the numbers and told us that we needed to settle so that we didn't take a risk of losing more. Let me tell you it is not enough and we can't use these funds for our personal care or hers. This is for her medical care. I was in the process of taking this to the Arkansas state attorney generals office and we ended up moving here and our feet haven't stopped hitting the ground from treatments and care. Well here's what happened this past Thursday, my debit card got stopped ( hubbys stolen debit card) called Friday the bank they said they would research it and send new cards and expedite (we are in Ca our bank is in Fla. ). It was Saturday morning that the stink hit the fan when we tried to purchase gas in our van, that we had to drive 2 hours to pick up food for our daughter because of the damn vaccine that injured her. In the process of driving 2 hours I found out that care credit hired attorneys to sue me. Well they shut my account down, my only funds for taking care of my daughter. We were never notified by the bank, the trustee or anyone else not only did they shut it down but they shut everything down to where we are a few thousand dollars in the negative so any bills that we paid or food we bought we have insufficient funds fees on. We have to have faith all this will be handled. God is in control. I hate the devil, loathe him he is a liar and a theif and we have a lot of liars and thieves in this world.
The bright light to all this is the video below that I am posting. This is from last week we were praising God and giving Him glory as we always have for our daughters healing. I tell the devil beneath my feet you lying dirtbag and eat dust!
So in the past 48 hours we had our account on lockdown, our debit cards cancelled because my husbands debit card was stolen and they cancelled mine as well even though it is different account numbers. It doesn't stop here. I normally don't talk about our personal life but I am going to this time. It is to simply make a statement of just how much evil is in our world. There are so many people who are spiritually sleeping and will be caught off guard. Here is a little history to make a long, story short.
In 2008 we were close to winning our vaccine injury case for our daughter. We were told by our team of attorneys in Memphis that to go ahead and get treatments or whatever care was needed for our daughter and so long as it was vaccine injury related it WOULD BE reimbursed when we won our case. We got treatments at NW Health and Lifestyles in Bentonville Ar. This place is rotten to the core! We went in for assessment and told them our case they said they would work with us. We told them that our attorneys advised that it would be such and such date and time we should have things closed. Our Dr. Kartzinel was treating our daughter , has the majority of her life since she was about 7 mos old. They suggested a Care Credit account to keep everything in one account and that way it could be paid off. We don't have credit cards and did not like the idea of having one as we have had credit cards in the past and were happy to get rid of them. It was suggested that the more treatments we signed up for 40 treatments. Our Dr. K had ordered 40 treatments but was specific on his prescription of how he wanted them done. It is critical to our daughters health as she is very sensitive and allergic to many things. The levels of Oxygen and the pressure she needs to be at so as not to cause seizures. We did 8 dives and the last dive that we did because the nurse was called to turn up our tank. It cause our daughter to have seizures and I was even lightheaded for days following this. We were rightfully upset. We spoke about it to the technician Kevin and also spoke to the son of the owner. We told the son that the nurse disrespectfully came in and without warning turned up the pressure when they had specific orders. After that treatment they took us to an office for a meeting, and fired us. Yes, fired us! We asked for her medical records and they refused them even though we were paid in full. We had to hire an attorney who got a private investigator to go in and retrieve the records. We found in the chart where the owners son , who is not a licensed (anything) he is running this place he wrote very derogatory information and defamation of my husbands character. He is not legally allowed to write in the chart. They fired us, then kept the rest of the care credit funds. It looks like a set up now that I look back on it. I fought care credit, and appealed it but they sided with this owner. Our daughter was very sick and having hundreds of drop seizures sometimes in a day because of this. It is a lot to care for her full time. When I called to speak to care credit or a representative to try and let them know that we paid for so many visits up front they kept adding late fees and all their other garbage fees. The next thing is that the people I spoke to, could not understand English or communicate it. It ends up they denied us. It went to collections and going on the word of the attorneys that it would be an expense that would be reimbursed . Well when we sent it to the attorneys, they said that when the funds went to the Trust for the vaccine injury that we could pull it from that. We submitted $xxx,ooo.oo for her care that we paid out of pocket and they told us the government would pay us $XX,000.00 to reimburse what we had been out of pocket. They started dropping the numbers and told us that we needed to settle so that we didn't take a risk of losing more. Let me tell you it is not enough and we can't use these funds for our personal care or hers. This is for her medical care. I was in the process of taking this to the Arkansas state attorney generals office and we ended up moving here and our feet haven't stopped hitting the ground from treatments and care. Well here's what happened this past Thursday, my debit card got stopped ( hubbys stolen debit card) called Friday the bank they said they would research it and send new cards and expedite (we are in Ca our bank is in Fla. ). It was Saturday morning that the stink hit the fan when we tried to purchase gas in our van, that we had to drive 2 hours to pick up food for our daughter because of the damn vaccine that injured her. In the process of driving 2 hours I found out that care credit hired attorneys to sue me. Well they shut my account down, my only funds for taking care of my daughter. We were never notified by the bank, the trustee or anyone else not only did they shut it down but they shut everything down to where we are a few thousand dollars in the negative so any bills that we paid or food we bought we have insufficient funds fees on. We have to have faith all this will be handled. God is in control. I hate the devil, loathe him he is a liar and a theif and we have a lot of liars and thieves in this world.
The bright light to all this is the video below that I am posting. This is from last week we were praising God and giving Him glory as we always have for our daughters healing. I tell the devil beneath my feet you lying dirtbag and eat dust!
this all happened with in 2 days time....
Well for some reason I'm unable to upload the other videos there is apparently an issue with uploading more than one.
It is also my dear husbands birthday today Happy Birthday Allen I love you - you are precious to me!
It was 8 years ago the enemy tried to take our Abigaile on Allens birthday. We stood our ground with prayer and the Word of God. My husband noticed last night the time that it has been 8 years and the same time and date stamp as her seizure from the vaccine.
It is difficult as a parent of a special needs child you simply can not feel adequate to give them all they need. Our daughter might be further along had we done some things differently, but Im not going to live in the past we are moving to the future. I keep asking for wisdom, I continue to ask him to have a heart like Ruth without resentment. Our God is a good God and I know He loves us. It is difficult to see sometimes with all the waves and storms and turbulence of life. God is near.
I will upload in another post.....
I will upload in another post.....
God is great!
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