Okay so it's taken me awhile to write this post as I had to pull the plank from my own eye in order to see all of it. You see I kept getting splinters here and there. My excuse is that it was everyone but me that was causing it.
Yes there are times that we do our own damage. We must fix it though. Especially if we call ourselves Christians and wish to like the life God wants us to live.
This honestly took a month of my best friend telling me to stop living in fear. I couldn't see that this was fear. I couldn't see it was a plank in my own eye. Then I talked with her one night and she said shut up, you are talking like a spoiled brat. Go talk with God. Go talk with Father now He wants to talk to you. Im like but , but, but... she said no Im going now. Go talk with Father its urgent. SO I did.
I could not believe the damage of thought that I was not only inflicting on myself but on my family as well. I saw fear in an entirely different way. I saw fear for the first time as a tool that the devil used on me. Now that I am delivered from it . This was no easy task for me. I had to give up all control. I no longer have "poor me " mentality. No longer am I a victim but instead a "Victor".
I want to share with you my testimony so that others may be saved from this ridiculous plot of satan to ruin relationships, friendships, and marriages especially. Look around at marriages how they are being attacked. Did you know that satan wants to destroy your marriage? OF course he does he even is trying to destroy the very definition of marriage and covenant of marriage and when your marriage is destroyed - your covenant with God is destroyed as well.
This was the most amazing thing to be delivered from because now I look at others and I see others and think, wow man I know where that person is or what they are thinking. This is still fresh to me. Ive never been delivered like this. Never. I was saved and going to Heaven but now I don't ever wonder am I going to Heaven I know for sure. I was carrying so many of my own burdens. I carried other peoples burdens. I picked up burdens of my family. Friends. People I didn't even know. Might have been someone I prayed for. I even carried guilt and shame from my child hood and from years later. So much horrible, horrible stuff.
I am so thankful to God about how its gone now. I want to do this as a ministry for others. satan is running amuck to and fro on this earth controlling peoples thoughts that will drag them right into hell.
I did a lot of reading. I cried. I asked God what happened. You see though I have been praying for several years now because I could see this building. I could see it but didn't know what it was or why it was happening. Now it is so clear. I also hear and see and interpret scripture so much more differently. I can't tell you the burdens gone though.
People can say hurtful things to me and if it is family of course it hurts. But I don't see it as offensively anymore. I see it that they are hurting too. I start praying for them to be delivered. I still have many family members I am praying this for.
You see God tells us to pray for our enemies. Haven't you ever wondered well what does he say to pray for them? Or am I the only one who wants to know what to pray for them? I don't really think I am.
He also tells us when someone offends us to pray for them and forgive them seventy times seven. Wow thats a lot but when we pray for people what should we pray? Pray the fruit of the spirit into them. Pray for them to have
Yes there are times that we do our own damage. We must fix it though. Especially if we call ourselves Christians and wish to like the life God wants us to live.
This honestly took a month of my best friend telling me to stop living in fear. I couldn't see that this was fear. I couldn't see it was a plank in my own eye. Then I talked with her one night and she said shut up, you are talking like a spoiled brat. Go talk with God. Go talk with Father now He wants to talk to you. Im like but , but, but... she said no Im going now. Go talk with Father its urgent. SO I did.
I could not believe the damage of thought that I was not only inflicting on myself but on my family as well. I saw fear in an entirely different way. I saw fear for the first time as a tool that the devil used on me. Now that I am delivered from it . This was no easy task for me. I had to give up all control. I no longer have "poor me " mentality. No longer am I a victim but instead a "Victor".
I want to share with you my testimony so that others may be saved from this ridiculous plot of satan to ruin relationships, friendships, and marriages especially. Look around at marriages how they are being attacked. Did you know that satan wants to destroy your marriage? OF course he does he even is trying to destroy the very definition of marriage and covenant of marriage and when your marriage is destroyed - your covenant with God is destroyed as well.
This was the most amazing thing to be delivered from because now I look at others and I see others and think, wow man I know where that person is or what they are thinking. This is still fresh to me. Ive never been delivered like this. Never. I was saved and going to Heaven but now I don't ever wonder am I going to Heaven I know for sure. I was carrying so many of my own burdens. I carried other peoples burdens. I picked up burdens of my family. Friends. People I didn't even know. Might have been someone I prayed for. I even carried guilt and shame from my child hood and from years later. So much horrible, horrible stuff.
I am so thankful to God about how its gone now. I want to do this as a ministry for others. satan is running amuck to and fro on this earth controlling peoples thoughts that will drag them right into hell.
I did a lot of reading. I cried. I asked God what happened. You see though I have been praying for several years now because I could see this building. I could see it but didn't know what it was or why it was happening. Now it is so clear. I also hear and see and interpret scripture so much more differently. I can't tell you the burdens gone though.
People can say hurtful things to me and if it is family of course it hurts. But I don't see it as offensively anymore. I see it that they are hurting too. I start praying for them to be delivered. I still have many family members I am praying this for.
You see God tells us to pray for our enemies. Haven't you ever wondered well what does he say to pray for them? Or am I the only one who wants to know what to pray for them? I don't really think I am.
He also tells us when someone offends us to pray for them and forgive them seventy times seven. Wow thats a lot but when we pray for people what should we pray? Pray the fruit of the spirit into them. Pray for them to have
Galatians 5:22-23New American Standard Bible (NASB)
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.
We also need to pray for them and for ourselves too that when we do something to honor God we need to ask God to bless us. When we do something that is in deceit to expose it.
If we stop trying to say well you did this and you did that and instead pray love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control into people then their spirit literally changes. Pray this into yourselves also. You will be so glad you did.
Yes, you might still feel the ping of that hurt but remember how you felt when you felt offended. Remember satan is a spiritual battle he isn't physical. He can and will control your thoughts.
I want to share with you the most awesome video of John Bevere that explains how this starts, what feeds it and how you can win this war on hate. Because that is what it is? How else do you get Christians to turn against one another much less to have Christian marriages turn on one another. I pray that this opens your eyes. I literally felt like scales left my eyes. I immediately started sending my husband messages telling him that I apologized and that I was truly sorry for acting the way that I did. You see some things that he said triggered some of those past hurts and what he was saying was that he was hurting too. I couldn't see it. I couldn't hear it. It was satan working on my thoughts and my mind he had a good grip. Im not fighting that battle anymore. I am in the courts of the heavens and plan to tell everyone . I play on telling as many people as ai can how satan is dividing families.
You feel its innocent. You just want someone, anyone to listen to you. At some point it doesn't matter who it is. Your like "but Im the victim in this listen to me". The only victim that you are- is that you are a pawn for satan to use.
This is the video that started me on this adventure to learn more. I plan to post more. Please get a notebook, a pen, and your Bible. If you don't own a Bible go to Bible study tools for a free version of the Bible. I like using NASB because it is simple read and in modern English. Pray before you listen and pray before you study. This is seriously good stuff.
May you be blessed.
John Bevere John Bevere How to Respond When You Feel Mistreated John Bevere Ministries
I also have a list in my notebook and on my prayer wall of those whom I offended. Initially it started as a " I felt shame for what I did " I started begging people to forgive me. I started with my own immediate family. I told each one except I was not able to tell my youngest daughter how I had been used and believed satans lies. I asked them to forgive me. Each time that God brought something to my attention I messaged them in emails or on texts and ask for their forgiveness. This is not going to be difficult for you after the first one if your truly forgiven. I don't even have forgiveness from everyone yet and I can't tell you how much better I feel. I am so thankful that god gave me this gift. I feel like I have a new life.
My prayer:
God please touch each and every person who visits this site. Lord please I ask that this message opens so many eyes of people. That people will be blessed by it. People will be delivered. People will be saved. I pray that anger, guilt, shame, hate, frustration, jealousy, rejection, sexual sin, perversion, lying, deceitfulness, slander, fear, condemnation, feminism, all be gone in the name of Jesus. Amen
