I think its time to finally realize Winter is coming soon

  I don't like to admit it but I think Winter is coming very soon.

It was just the past few weeks of all the wonderful Fall Harvest Festivals.  This is one Fall festival that I never planned for.

Considering the circumstances it was "Alone time" spent well with God.  God is amazing and considering He is my first love. Its good to stay connected but when the crap of this world gets you down its a good time to spend time away with the Lord.

Sometimes we all have to be broken to be fixed.  I have faith.  In God. I trust God and I love and live for God.  I may be weak and my flesh may fail but my God never will !

I am thankful for His love, mercy and have nothing but Thanksgiving in my heart for HIM.

So this post is going to be short since I have work and need to get some rest.

This post is going to be about my family.  I have nothing written or commentary except to say that it is MY family.

They look like they are having a good time so I'm glad to see that.  Thankful for my family.

Abigaile, Natascha, Allen 

Natascha 

Abigaile

Normally I am the one taking the photo.  So only so that I don't get asked questions about where they are at.  I want to clarify that I am not the one taking the photos.

be blessed in the Lord,
Paris 

Simplicity in Life -

This video is not my video but it is a Tedtalk motivational talk.  It speaks about how we are killing our society by more stuff.  I personally would rather have family in my life instead of more worthless junk.  Im posting this so that you can see why we made the choices that we did. Its not important to me if you agree with me.
https://youtu.be/ihXyiVnJu78

  The dust settled and we had finally got the coach that we both were looking forward to just to be able to live in our own stuff and Abigaile would have her own stuff and not crawl in motel room floors,

We then started the process of trying to clean out the coach and making alterations and making the floor, walls etc clean with no carpet.  We still have a ways to go. There are several repairs that need to be done we have them on a list.

Our resources were limited and we were working with the Medical Trust that had been awarded to Abigaile for her injury, pain and suffering.

We had dreams of moving to Texas and settling down finding some land and being a family.  Texas a lot like Arkansas and half -way between California and Florida with Missouri in the middle. The Physiotherapy, HBOT, and Tomatis on the West coast California.  Dr Kartzinel on the West coast and the East Coast ( Florida).  Family in Missouri and family in Florida.

Allen had just gotten a position with a temporary agency and working with Verizon.  It was time to finally look for a van. Abigailes van was really starting to be a pain. It had really been a pain since day 1.  I wish that we had better resources than we did so someone could have advised us on making contracts with shady people like Chalmers.  I also wish that there had been people in our lives who could have offered advice that worked in the industry but it didn't happen.  So we were looking for a new van.  One with no so many issues in trying to get fixed.

We were finally getting ready to look for land but had planned to start Abigailes therapy again this fall and over winter so that we could get her back to her routine and our routine after it seems like a non-stop time since 2011.  But it didn't happen.

I want to share this video to people so that people can understand why I felt it was a good idea to get a coach.  Allen and I agreed on the coach and the treatments that we were doing for our daughter.  But this video explains why I felt it was a good idea to simplify all of our lives in order to live our new life.

Its not important to me if anyone agrees or not. That isn't the point. My point is that we needed to simplify things because of the hell that each of us lived.  Allen, Paris, Natascha and Abigaile lived the hell- no one else.

This care plan did that.  So please watch the video and know when things get turned upside down in your life and things don't go as planned. Some of us don't have to live life like the rest of the people do.  We put our family and our children first and unfortunately Allen and I were always last.
Thats called having a "servants heart".

I stay at home and I care for my family and for my children. I cared for my child.  I homeschooled.  I don't have to have your commercialism because I love my family more than I love stuff and forcing my husband to work all the time.



https://youtu.be/ihXyiVnJu78