Saturday, November 14, 2020

1273 days abducted and kidnapped, estranged

  My handicapped daughter is currently medically kidnapped. After being traumatized , abducted and kidnapped to another state. Thank you for bringing awareness and validating what is happening. When will people bring validation to the children and families this is happening to. My inalienable rights God given , have been taken from me to harm and traumatized my child in the name of profit. 

I will do interviews and continue my advocacy for our daughter. Please message me on the email provided on the blog to schedule interviews. 

Part 1 

https://youtu.be/CZID7AHdNrQ

Part 2 

https://youtu.be/ipkH2CWabRM

Please pray for our daughter. 

Please help me to set our daughter free from this. Please help me to Bring Abigaile home. 

With love 

Xoxo


Friday, September 18, 2020

1,216 days May 21, 2017 - September 18, 2020 Alienated and estranged from her mom

 Abigaile sounds lethargic and drugged every time now on our supervised phone call. There is no response or engagement in our call. I can hear in her voice she is giving up. She no longer has life in her mind or her soul.  

What kind of person kills a child’s soul ?

May it be Your will,  God, that enmity will end and this new year will bring peace for us and the entire world.
May it be your will, God, that this year be full of joyful dates and meaningful relationships.

Love, hugs, sugars and more love,
Mommy
Xoxo
❤️💕


Monday, September 14, 2020

1,212 days May 21, 2017 - September 14, 2020 since Abduction and Interstate Kidnapping

 



  Happy Birthday to my beautiful Natascha.  

  Happy Birthday to my beautiful girl Natascha  Momma loves you and misses you. This is not the birthday that I planned for you - nor have the birthdays that have been stolen from you and from me since 2017. I can't even comprehend how anyone can be so cruel. I have left you a voice mail and can only hope and pray that you will call me back. I did get the thank you message for the birthday gift that I sent to you, a necklace with your birthstone that says mama loves me - please wear this close to your heart and know even with the distance that we have both been forced to endure that we will never be apart. No one can steal that bond and love that we have for one another. Please know that momma loves you beautiful and misses you and you can call momma anytime that you want to or message me anytime that you want. Don't allow others controlling and manipulative behaviors to keep you from doing it. I pray that your day is blessed by God and that you have a happy birthday momma loves you xoxox





 To you my beautiful girl for all the lost memories - just know my sweet , beautiful girl there will be more memories to make.  More memories to do and places to go.  We will make even more memories than before with no one keeping anything from us.  The memories of your childhood that were stolen can't be replaced but we will make more.  I promise.  
  
  Natascha, Your birthday commemorates the day that God created you and said to you as an individual, are unique and irreplaceable. There is no other person alive, no person who has ever lived, and no person who shall ever live, that can fulfill the specific role in My creation I have entrusted to you..."

This is the day when you were given the mandate for your mission to help change the world. The day when God entrusted you with the mission to challenge a world that is so hostile spirituality and to be able to transform it into God's private garden sanctuary. And in accomplishing this goal you were given the ability to achieve incredible spiritual heights. The kind of heights that are unimaginable to the soul before it was dispatched from its lofty heavenly home to inhabit your physical body.

Celebrating a birthday is also a demonstration of confidence. The type of confidence that you are and you will continue to be worthy of God's trust. No matter the obstacles, no matter the circumstances, you will persevere and live up to God's expectations of you.

Fulfilling the commandments of God is the vehicle through which we connect to God. It is how we are made in His image. 

That means greater responsibility, but an infinitely greater connection, too. Your birthday is also the anniversary of this awesome occasion. This is reason to be thankful for your birthday. 

When you were born it was God that invested within you a soul abounding with talents and qualities. These talents and qualities of your inner soul are those things God given to you that will help you to complete the mission that God has assigned to you on this earth. 

On this day you have the ability to accomplish that which might be very difficult on any other day. I pray that this day you feel a special connection to God. That you are reminded of how God created you for your mission . Be blessed in Your special day the day that you and your mission was born into existence. Be blessed my beautiful girl on your special day <3 love you and miss you so very much

 Your momma forever, 
        xoxoxo
        





Saturday, July 18, 2020

Fundraiser to bring our daughters home for Reunification

April 2017 Lake Grapevine Park, Grapevine, Texas 

I wanted to do a post to update everyone in our case.  I have already had one hearing with absolute glory first and foremost to God, and then for thanksgiving to Leslie Ann Ferderigos my Lawyer.  I am so thankful that I met Leslie and thankful she took our case.  Leslie was a mother who was alienated and estranged.  Leslie will treat you like family.  I am so thankful to have met this mom and Lawyer.  She is truly a blessing to me.  

While Leslies practice is in Florida and she can represent clients in FL. she also helps assist parents as PRO SE in states outside of FL.  Please visit her website - she also gives back to the community in this effort

In addition she has great and informative You Tube videos for any Individual or family experiencing this type of adversity.  
Visit Leslie Ann Law You Tube:

If you are a parent who is experiencing anything with family court I would definitely recommend Leslie.  Leslie will treat you like family.  

I am sharing my fundraisers because we have court to bring our daughters home and for reunification of our family.  Please visit and share.  I currently have a fundraiser on Gogetfunding at 


I also have a Facebook fundraiser : 


Both can be found on the Group facebook page that I have set up @JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha.  

There is no amount that is too small.  Please message me if you don't feel comfortable donating online or don't know how.  I have set up the gogetfunding because it is an easy platform and facebook giving is an easy platform as well.  In addition I also have  Venmo ( for those familiar with the app ).  Any amount is so appreciated.  
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# Justice for Abigaile and Natascha 
# Child - Parent Alienation and Estrangement is Psychological Trauma 
# Thankful for Prayers 

Isaiah 66:13: "As one whom his mother comforts, so I will comfort you."
Thank you and bless you for giving to reunite our family xoxo

with love and kindness, 
Paris 

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Happy Father’s Day to my daddy in heaven

My Exodus 20:12. My momma and daddy during their  younger years.


    I will update later if I can pull photos from my external files. I didn’t have a camera or a fancy phone to take photos of my mom and dad. I thought an instant Polaroid was great!
   I love my daddy always have. My daddy was the kindest man I have ever met in my entire life and world even to today.  It took a lot to make my daddy angry. He literally would give to others when he didn’t have anything to give himself.
  The reason I posted my photo with my momma and daddy is that my dad was not only kind and generous but he loved his family. He and my momma both had family and friends alike that were not always family friendly with our family. I observed this as a young child growing up and admire my mom and my dad for sticking with one another no matter who or what tried to tear them down. They were inseparable and my momma even after my daddy passed away knew no one could ever compare to dad.
  Daddy put his wife first ( momma) and me and my sisters and then everyone else. I’m positive he got conflict for that but he stood his ground. He wasn’t educated in the system and was never given a formal schooling opportunity because he had to work on the family farm. He then went on to support his wife, our momma and our family however he could.
  Daddy was not to proud to watch us girls- he cooked, cleaned and whatever he needed to do to help momma out. They helped one another’s. Daddy never asked for mommas help but he taught us some valuable lessons about changing tires, filling fuel and oil and maintenance on a car. He always spoke favorably of momma and never spoke an unkind word about her - to her- in front of us kids or to his family or friends. Daddy never spoke anything unkind and never disrespected momma by talking to us girls about momma ever. Those types of relationships were unheard of and dads or moms were never friends or secret confidants of  their children- they were adult and parents.
  We knew that daddy and momma always stood together so we could commit nothing and we couldn’t ever use one against the other- and we didn’t attempt it.
  We never disrespected momma because daddy would have whipped our behinds. Daddy had a great deal of trust for momma and for us girls. He never allowed others to talk down or negative toward momma or us girls.
  Daddy is in Heaven but us girls knew the love and respect daddy had for us and our family by how he treated momma.

Happy Father’s Day daddy I sure have missed you. You were the best daddy ever that anyone could ever want and I miss you and your presence more than ever. I also wish daddy that you could have met my family and I especially wish you could have met our daughters . You would have loved them and respected them too and you would have shown them nothing but the love and kindness that was your natural DNA. Like the mind and heart of God.

With love,
Your daughter ❤️


Fathers day June 21, 2020 - 1128 days alienation - estrangement



Happy Fathers Day 
to Allen, our girls dad.  I pray that Allens day is made complete by being able to share this day with our daughters on this day that recognizes Allen as dad. 


All of our actions are all a reflection of the God or god that we serve.  
This was in 2011 or so - we would go download at the beach almost every day at dinner time.  Allen and I would have a glass of wine at the beach.  I would have dinner ready in a picnic and as soon as allen would come home we loaded the van and headed to the beach to eat dinner and watch the sunset at dinner time.  I thought this was the best time , the most relaxing time. This was our family time at the beach.  Allen with Abigaile. 
At the Grand Canyon on the way to California.  It was November when we left Arkansas to make the Journey to California to make our little girl well.  We weren't sure which treatments, therapies etc would work- which ones wouldn't. But we ( myself, allen, natascha and Abigaile ) were all committed to another to help our little injured soldier.   I don't have photos of the girls and I.  Its odd that I have a lot of photos of allen and the girls.  Ive asked for photos - Im not a selfie person but I would like photos of the girls and I.  I thought I would throw this one in - this is OUR FAMILY.  Sadly there are friends and family that actually PRIDE themselves in destroying our family.  Natascha, me, Abigaile and Allen. 
In  our first adventure on the way to California - to do recommended therapy and treatments suggested by Abigailes Dr. Kartzinel.  Who followed her since she was approx. 18 months old.  I believe this was a Cracker Barrel along the way. It was our favorite stop to get something to eat, use the restroom, walk around the store for a break and then keep traveling. What an awesome thing to do for children - more families do this than you know.  





In CA doing Rtms therapy - has a tight grip on that little girl.  We had some scary things happen early on during the trauma we all experienced because of Abigailes injury from her serious vaccine reaction.  But when we were together Abigaile was well because Abigailes family supported HER and we went through everything with her.  And well now during this time, is by far more traumatizing and worse that the initial trauma of the vaccine because even then we realized the damage the drugs did- sadly its ignored now.  Abigaile with Allen. 
This was in New Mexico at a hotel.  You can see we were dressed from the Grand Canyon.  It was still unseasonably warm in Arkansas when we left we actually had shorts, Tee shirts and flip flops on.  We got to the Grand Canyon and there was a massive cold front that came through.  We were all freezing, couldn't get to winter clothes ( yes it was that cold).  We had to find a WalMart so that we could all find jeans and long sleeves tee shirts to put on.
Natascha, Allen and Abigaile.
Amazing healing that God has done in the right circumstances- when in the will of God.  Not drugged, just doing the right care plan and the right implementation.  Abigaile at therapy.  Standing all alone with no help or assistance from anyone. I would time Abigaile doing this at home and she could easily stand for 20 or more minutes at a time.  Not drugged.   

Arkansas our last Christmas prior to leaving for CA. for therapy and treatment for our Abigaile.  Christmas 2010. Allen, Abigaile and Natascha.  
In Ca. in Rtms therapy with Abigaile.  Allen and Natascha - the crazy things that we do for our children that might not look right to others - but when they WORK - they WORK.


I couldn't get the photos to place in order as I wanted but I wanted to reflect the day that honors dads.  Children honoring their dad is more than buying a card, buying gift and spending time with them.  These days are however a human tradition and have nothing to do with being honored as a dad.  What a dad teaches his children is by far more important than any card or gift.  When a dad teaches their children to honor God first and the ways of God first that is the greatest honor to God.  

Respect and honor toward a mom and dad is a commandment of God.  This is so that the child, even as an adult child can still honor their mom or dad.  

Exodus 20:12 


happy fathers day 

  





Saturday, May 9, 2020

Lauren Daigle - Rescue bring our alienated, estranged, missing children home 2020



To all the missing mothers,  missing children, alienated and estranged - the Creator is sending out His armies and there are many, many rescues !!! To our missing children, please know that those of us who have been alienated, estranged and kept from you - know we will never stop, we will never give up and know that God has HIS Armies out already and they will rescue YOU on His behalf and bring you home and know that those of us left behind will never , ever do this to you!
with love
xoxo

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

April 21, 2020 - Day 1067



What does three years of Child - Parent Estrangement - Childhood Trauma - Medical Maltreatment - Addictive behaviors - 

What does this do to Children ? 

When those who have perpetrated this onto their children , and their nucleus family that they had attachment disorders with - awaken - 
Hopefully they can tell us all.  

I have many theories and we are seeing generations, upon generations, upon generations that have participated in the largest psychological war on the mind.

What will you do about it ? Continue to serve SELF - or put your children first ? 

# JUSTICE 4 ABIGAILE AND NATASCHA
#STOP CHILDHOOD TRAUMA ABUSE 

facebook : Justice for Abigaile and Natascha 
Whole Body Restoration Ministry 

Monday, March 9, 2020

Justice for Abigaile and Natascha

   Please be sure to visit the Facebook page for the girls at

https://www.facebook.com/JusticeforAbigaileandNatascha/.   Please leave a message of encouragement or just to say hi.

with love
xoxox

Sunday, March 1, 2020

2017 Arlington Texas literally a week or two prior to their abduction and  interstate kidnapping  this is the last photo of the girls and I together . 
  


  My story starts at a 21 yr relationship with my former spouse and a 20 year marriage of no arguments, no disagreements, no fight. All starting to come unraveled in Early 2017 and looking hindsight even prior to that. I have been the primary attachment, primary caregiver, and primary caregiver for our disabled daughter until their abduction and interstate kidnapping. My perception of extended family interruption in our family of origin , my then husband, myself and our daughters, our youngest daughter disabled from vaccine injury - sadly has turned out to be my worst nightmare. 
  My husband and I chose to raise our little family breaking many generational curse of addictions, sexual addictions, drug and alcohol abuse and many other behaviors. We also chose prior to marriage to raise our family with christian or biblical values. Since that time I am going to label this as Spiritual values, due to the many negative, controlling and manipulative behaviors coming from religion. Many family members took offense with all of this. My former husband and I chose to not drink, we stopped smoking, we did this all for our health and the health of our children. I’m not sure why people become offended; CULT -like behaviors when you put your children , your marriage and family first. This all worked for Twenty years and then that changed abruptly one day. I can now see where the behaviors were leading quietly to this doomsday. 
  I had noticed some behaviors from former husband and had tried talking with him reminding him of our agreement to stay away from the addictive behaviors and that I was experiencing some triggers to some of his behaviors. He was openly defending his behaviors even in front of our minor daughters. I would send him texts and emails with articles from cited Psychology articles written about these topics. He would stone-wall me and wouldn’t respond to the texts, emails or verbal communication. I eventually would ask him very to please seek counseling for these behaviors because I could see that they were increasing and I was becoming more aware and having more anxiety not just for myself but for our daughters as well. He shared a computer and was having secretive conversations with our daughter then 17. I scheduled a christian marriage retreat at Focus on the Family and when we attended he was not engaged, not interested in April of 2017. By May of 2017 things would escalate quickly. On May 21, 2017 he would get up early with our oldest daughter 17 and after an event happened that I was desperate to ask him out right to go to counseling. That morning we had plans to go to an office store so that I could work on our income tax returns. He would pick up our disabled daughter and our daughter who was 17 they would leave to go out to the loaner car we had due to our daughters handicap van being in the shop. I would get our disabled daughters backpack, her water and her shoes like I always do. Except when I got to the door and went outside they were gone. No where in sight. I would call my husbands phone our daughters phone and no answer. No answer to text. 
  I called the Arlington Texas police to file reports only to be told to call back. I was told by police dispatch on the phone later that evening if he came back that I shouldn’t upset him I shouldn’t ask him questions I should just leave him alone. Days would go by and weeks would go by, I would contact the police several times only to be told he is their biological dad he can do what he wants. Initially the police would come to my location, the officers confused because they had been advised that I was abusive, that I was unstable and was suicidal - all of which none were true. Even the officer on the call remarked - “ you don’t appear to act at all what your husband has stated about you in his report.” I had no idea what was even happening. 
  My husband came to the location where we lived without our girls I begged him and ask where the girls were, why did he do this to me - to them? What has he done? Where are my babies? Why did he take them from me ? He left them with strangers. My God- our disabled daughter what trauma what horrific trauma this did to her - me being her primary attachment and she was just taken and thrown with strangers. He said he couldn’t talk then and instead said he would talk to me when things calmed down - he would message me or call me if there was an emergency with our disabled daughter. Neither happened, and I know by looking at progress notes several emergencies happened. I had been our disabled daughters primary caregiver, her health care manager getting her through near death events from vaccine injury when she was 5 months old until finally I had worked with her through allopathic medicine. I was her only continuity of care she was finally healing and I had transitioned her with an integrative Dr ( who had followed her since she was 18 months old) and since 2011 and she was finally in rehabilitation phase , walking with canes and walker, taking some independent steps. She was also becoming more verbal as her progress was made with her gross motor skills. This same Autism Dr has since helped and encouraged in PAS and estrangement of our daughter from me after working with me for over 13 years of our daughters life. This Autism Dr has exploited our daughter and has medically kidnapped her. Her health deteriorated at a fraction of what it was, no longer in rehabilitation but being drugged unnecessarily while my Civil liberties stripped as a mother. Not allowed any communication, not allowed to see her for almost 3 years. 
  The state of Texas Arlington police refused to file a missing person report on my family. No matter the number of days. I filed a report with Morgan Nick foundation. I was advised to contact the National missing and exploited children and was given a case number with a case worker. I was advised to contact police to file a report so they could issue an Amber alert. When the officers came to my location I would start giving them the events that had unfolded that day they were abducted. I told the officer the seriousness of the nature of our daughters health that this would cause her severe trauma and without my being with her it could likely cause her to have uncontrollable seizures. The officer told me to “ shut up, stop crying and stop being emotional !!!” I was never allowed to fully tell my story - I wasn’t even acknowledged in respect of being our daughters full time caregiver. I wasn’t even respected as her mother even though there was no separation or divorce , no custody orders. I contacted the Arlington police dept. on numerous occasions to file the missing persons report, to file a report of my children not knowing their whereabouts, no communication from my husband or daughters. I was told by the police Dept. they refused to file any reports. The Natl. missing and exploited children case worker would call me weekly- her call was to tell me that they do not actually look for the children, they issue the amber alert and call the family for updates. That I would need a report from police in order for them to file an amber alert. In addition I was told by Morgan nick foundation that they could not place up missing children’s posters etc or do anything with out a police report as well. 
  After being a stay at home mom 17 years and caregiver and primary caregiver almost 14 years to our disabled daughter I was left homeless, without transportation and without financial means. I was left in a city that I had no resources, no friends or family to help me and the system to find missing children, the law enforcement and all other agencies for the welfare of children or safety of public literally shut me off. I was experiencing gaslighting from these agencies when I asked for help. I had no money for a lawyer or an attorney or anyone else. Months went by I sent my husband emails, texts, begging for communication with our babies just to see our babies who had been ripped from my care after being in their lives their entire life. I would receive an occasional text from our daughters phone for a few weeks after I would text but had no way of knowing if this was even her. 
  The caseworker continued to call me from NCMEC and I finally asked her one day to stop calling me. I learned through research they were receiving federal funds. They had played no active part in finding my children or even what happened to them. My children could be dead and no one cared. I told the case worker to stop calling - they were doing nothing actively to find my children or to even find out if they were safe or what happened. I told the case worker at Morgan Nick foundation and the case worker at NCMEC that the Arlington police refused to file a port for me - because the girls were with their bio-dad. Not at any time did their bio-dad tell me where they were , what he was doing with them or what had happened. I called lawyers, attorneys to try and find a Pro bono - and learned that they do not have a Pro bono in Texas and was referred to legal aide. When I contact legal aide I was asked to file a report with the Arlington police - who again was contacted and I was once again told that they would not file a report because our daughter were with their bio-dad. I am their mom, there was no separation no divorce that I was made aware of lawyers and attorneys stated nothing was filed in Texas. I contacted over 60 plus agencies of local, regional and state government in the State of Texas not including the attorney I begged to take my case for the safety of our daughters. I was told by Legal Aid of Texas that I did not qualify for services because of conflict of Interest yet no one would explain to me what that meant. I would learn what it meant when I was served dissolution of marriage papers in Arlington Texas where we called home since 2016. What that conflict of interest looks like is that if you have been falsely accused and your spouse uses legal aid you have no recourse at all in the state of Texas for Due Process unless you pay for an Attorney. 
  I was told unless I could pay a private attorney or lawyer in Texas I would have no due process - I was told in addition now that our daughters had been forced to move to Florida ( December 2018 when served with Dissolution of marriage - no prior communication of this ) with out my consent or knowledge of their whereabouts that no lawyer or attorney would represent me with our daughters being in Florida they were now wards of Florida. Our daughters given false narratives and expected to abruptly live polar opposite to the lives they had grown up with our oldest daughter 17 years. Our youngest disabled and handicapped daughter for almost 14 years. 
  I was told because jurisdiction was moved to Florida because the bio-dad had used “ DIRTY HANDS DOCTRINE “ AND INTERSTATE KIDNAPPED OUR MINOR DAUGHTERS that the court in Florida had jurisdiction. I could not seek legal service in Florida - I was not a resident of Florida so I could not obtain legal aid - I could not afford a lawyer or attorney ( $5000 minimum retainer for me and $5000 minimum retainer for our daughter ) the former husband did not have sole custody at this time . Pro Bono was payment arrangements that I couldn’t afford - I had to represent myself as Pro Se. 
  This was a quick learn as you go education on law, procedural rules of the circuit courts - opposing counsel changes, judge changes. Spending hours and weeks watching Youtube, talking with other Pro Se parents who’s children were kidnapped and taken with no contact. I had no transportation and was responding with Answer and counterclaim , motions to file for hearing by telephone ( which were denied the day of court) I was still living in Texas and still estranged from our daughters. 
  In December 2019 I was able to finally retain counsel in Florida from a lawyer - who was alienated from her daughter. I found out after a court date for final judgement in October 2019 that court hearing I was denied to be part of. My lawyer in December 2019 stated that my former spouse had been given Sole Custody of our handicapped daughter. That I would get Two - 30 minute supervised phone calls per week. I would have access to time sharing in Florida while being supervised, while someone supervising my visit gives our daughter forced medication/ drugs. The hearing stated that I did not give our daughter medication, but in reality I had given our daughter medication when it was ordered . However, since about 2014 or 2015 as our daughter made progress in healing - she was discontinued off medication after my talking with her Dr about it and after lab results. She was discontinued from medication after speaking with her Dr who okay her discontinuation of medication. 
  I scheduled a phone consult regarding our daughter health, her alienation and estrangement from me. The Dr. who had been following our daughter stated to me on this call that our daughter is doing great there in Florida, that she is with people who love her , she is well groomed, and she is doing well and happy. All the same while in his contradicting progress notes - since May 21.2017 she had physically fallen with a fall to the Dr, has experienced trauma, experienced generalized seizures and drugging over medicating, being forced foods that she has known allergies that cause seizure triggers and manifest as seizures documented in prior office visits. I sent emails to her dad and to the Dr stating and reminding them of these allergens and medications has caused her seizures in the past - and received no response or communication from either of them. She has been and is on drugs that were documented by my observation, and noting in diary as well as in communication and office visits to this integrative alternative Dr. that it causes her seizures and trauma. Instead she was diagnosed an additional disorder and given more medications and drugs - when this was in fact a symptom of her adverse reaction to the drugs and when these drugs were removed in the past, these symptoms stopped. Medications she was having seizures with. Now she is medically kidnapped. 
  In progress notes it was stated by dad in a early visit of 2017-2018 that “ AG finally stopped saying “ mommy” as if there was excitement she finally stopped saying mommy. When the Dr was asked about this remark by me - he had no response. It is clear alienation or estrangement is not a issue for him as long as he is financially exploiting our daughter. He certainly isn’t interested in her mental , emotional or physical health instead pouring out the drugs while making profit. In addition to giving her medical marijuana , CBD or other derivative. My former husband and I stated under no circumstances would we give our daughter medical marijuana , CBD or other derivative - in Florida now according to her chart notes this compound of marijuana is being forced onto our daughter. This is a class 1 drug, highly addictive gateway drug in addition to the numerous seizures medications with known past adverse reactions. I have sent countless emails to former spouse, Dr., attorneys, layers, even the Judge in my answer and counterclaim to the Circuit court. In the court orders it is now ordered that when I am given my supervised parenting time - that the supervised of the visit will dope my child with this controlled substance. In addition to disregarding my parental right, and violating my religious and philosophical rights as her mother. This was additionally stated in my counterclaim to the CIRCUIT COURT IN FLORIDA and my counterclaim ignored and not responded to or never acknowledged. Because of the financial hardship and poverty I can not travel to Florida to even see or visit our daughter. I didn’t leave our daughter or abandoned her she was abducted and kidnapped from me from our home, from my care. 
  Our daughters civil rights and civil liberties as well as my due process, civil rights and civil liberties have been grossly violated. Our daughter medically kidnapped and now Guardianship fraud as my former spouse has petitioned the court to removed me as a Guardian of the Trust that I had set up for our daughter. It was my testimony, my charting and observation as well as my charting notes that won our vaccine injury case for our daughter that has now been exploited and pillaged and plundered for almost three years now. 
  When will this gross violation of human rights end? I have done nothing wrong to my child, I have never neglected our children or their care. I have never neglected them by not giving them what was needed. I stayed at home with our children putting them first, putting their needs first. I have cared for our daughter with special needs, saving her from near death and coding. I have been her primary caregiver and got her where she was stable and was making huge progress and she was abducted and kidnapped. Our oldest daughter stated to an Sherrif deputy she wants nothing to do with me refuses to talk with me according to sheriffs dept. in Floral city Florida. I had not heard or seen my children no contact since May 21,2017 and contact sheriffs dept. to do a welfare check after finding their address in an online voting record. I told the deputy my former husband and oldest daughter had changed their address to my husbands - mothers Florida address in 2014 even though they were living with me and our disabled daughter until May 21,2017 when he abducted and kidnapped our daughters from Texas. 
  The Sheriffs dept. did a welfare check on our daughters. They were given the new narrative of what it looks like after abducting and kidnapping your children from the targeted parent. I told the deputy “ I am their mother, they were abducted and kidnapped with the help from the state of Texas , I have not been given any opportunity to communicate with our daughters, they have not been given the opportunity to communicate with me. They have not been allowed to message me , email me or talk with me. All of my emails, texts and phone calls have gone unanswered and not returned. I am their mother, I have been refused to see them or hear my babies voices or touch them - since May 21,2017 and I just need to know that my babies are still alive, that they are still breathing, and please tell them that their mommy loves them very much”. This was September 2019. 
  In court documents from the beginning and now former husband is reqesting to remove me as a Guardian from our disabled daughters Guardianship they have denied me all rights since May 21,2017 to make all decisions in her medical care, her daily care or any choice in her life at all. My former husband has transferred funds from her bank account to multiple secret accounts with out any accountability. The Trustee over that Medical trust who has told me that I need to remain amicable even if it is causing our daughter trauma. The spending of these funds is not benefitting her health but instead causing her mental, emotional and physical trauma , pain and anguish. I have been accused in numerous court documents of being unstable, and not giving our daughter medication which is not true I was her health care manager and made every Dr. , specialist, therapy appt. I gave her medications, did multiple modalities and disciplines for her care getting her to the rehabilitation level where she was. It was because of the one on one care and the continuity of care that she was at with me she made progress. Her health since May 21,2017 has regressed and her finances exploited while medically kidnapped, exploited financially and pillaged and plundered by those who are suppose to be protecting her. 
  While the person that I trusted, her dad , and that our daughters trusted abducted and kidnapped our daughters and has now alienated and estranged me from their lives while going on court record to say that I have abandoned our daughters and haven’t provided care for them or provided anything for their care while they were moved multiple states away, held hostage and hidden for years. In reality they have been alienated , abandoned and estranged from me their mother. Our daughter on phone visit can no longer say mommy, no longer engages in my conversation, is no longer interactive in our stories, has 2-3 words instead of the 15-20 words that she did have. She says Bye and Poppy please on all of our phone calls- there is nothing interactive. I can hear the pain, the hurt and trauma in her voice. 
  Now I am served with trying to remove me as her legal Guardian. I am being forced to represent myself as Pro Se in another court to try and remain as a legal Guardian because again, I can not afford a lawyer or an attorney. My rights as her Guardian and my rights to act as a mother, a parent and as her legal Guardian have all been denied, ignored, and have been violated at the health of our child and exploited. Where is justice in this for our children ? I want my children back- I have done nothing to harm our children - they have been kidnapped and Psychologically tormented and Psychologically abused. 
  The state of Texas denied my due process , never properly served me , and never served me with any convictions I have over 60 agencies I contacted. I have emails, screenshots of phone calls, the DHHS region 6, the Police, The domestic violence agencies, Polly Klauss foundation, American center for law and justice, Parentalrights.org, Florida governor, Texas state attorney General, Florida state attorney general, Texas governor, Family violence legal service, Legal resource center on violence against women, statewide and national domestic violence in Texas and Florida, victims of crime.org , Texasadvocacy.org , all Texas agencies refer you to legal aid - when they have a conflict of interest even though it is unfounded, they deny you for any and all services including legal aid- with no service and no convictions. You have NO DUE PROCESS in Texas when this happens to you I can prove this. I filed a complaint with the Texas health and human services against the shelter , I was laughed at by the Ombudsman office in Texas and told I wouldn’t like their response, then they deleted the form. I contacted the Texas state Auditors office and filed a report as well as submitted a SAO Intake at the Sao.texas.gov.Who gave my report the the Texas interstate transportation authority ( who stated she was doing an investigation after a few weeks I was told she found nothing and could do nothing. 
  I contact the DOJ who referred me to the FBI and I request the FBI to do a report. The FBI agent was taking the report and half way through the report when I stated our daughters were kidnapped - she hung up on me, I called back and the FBI agent told me to contact the local police in Arlington this was after I had been through this trying to find and help my children for over two years. I filed a report with DVLeap who I was denied- unfounded and suggested to hire legal representation. The Texas Fair Defense organization took my information but stated she was unable to help in this situation because the childrens home state was now Florida. The Texas state auditor who refused to file a report and referred me to the state attorney general who advised me that they are not there for filing reports but instead to give referrals. I emailed the Texas and Florida governors office , Texas who sent an email to me that they would be investigating my claim. 
  I want my children. My children have done nothing to deserve this crime of humanity. I have done nothing to deserve this crime of humanity. The claims that were spoken against me in Texas, living in Texas as a citizen - I was never legally processed serviced, I was never convicted of any claims or allegations at any time by any authority of law or otherwise. This was clearly a case of Abduction, Family Interstate Kidnapping, No due process, I was Abandoned, deserted, Unclean Hands, this has deeply affected me and our children, our parent - child relationship, our daughter medically kidnapped. Her Dr. has taken a parenting role and disregarded any and all of my requests as a mother and parent and legal guardian as well as the Trustee that has oversight for our daughters Financial accountability and management. Medical maltreatment, Civil rights, Civil liberties, Intentional emotional trauma, unnecessary medical treatments and trauma to our daughter. Not to mention our daughter who is aged out now and will never see the Justice that she deserves for being enmeshed, used and pawned to turn against me her mother. For the mental and emotional trauma and intentional emotional trauma that has been done to her. 
# JUSTICE FOR ABIGAILE AND NATASCHA # UNCLEAN HANDS # FAMILY INTERSTATE KIDNAPPING #TEXAS CHILD TRAFFICKING # FLORIDA CHILD TRAFFICKING # CHILD - PARENT ALIENATION # CHILD - PARENT ESTRANGEMENT # CHILD TRAUMA # CHILD MEDICAL MALTREATMENT # CHILD MEDICAL KIDNAPPING # CHILD ENDANGERMENT # TEXAS NO DUE PROCESS # CHILD - PARENT PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE AND TRAUMA # INTENTIONAL EMOTIONAL TRAUMA # GUARDIANSHIP FRAUD # MEDICAL TRUST AND FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION - https://abigailesstory.blogspot.com. # WE WILL NOT BE SILENCED # WE WILL BE HEARD # FOR OUR CHILDREN # STOP CRIMINAL ABUSE AND EXPLOITATION AGAINST OUR FAMILIES AND CHILDREN # BE LOUD

Wednesday, February 26, 2020

Wisdom from the Ugly Duckling


Photo screenshot from Americanliterature.com - The Ugly Duckling


  So last evening was my scheduled 30 minute, supervised phone call with our special needs daughter Abigaile.  The Ugly Duckling by Hans Christian Anderson was my story time for her.

  I have been given two 30 minute phone conversations after October 2019 given by a judge in Florida.  This was his judgment of me based on what he has taken others to say when there was no burden of proof of what had been stated on record in court documents.  Prior to October 2019, and since May 21, 2017 I had been completely alienated, completely abandoned, completely estranged from our daughters.  Our daughters and I both expected to move forward after this decision in the court and expected for our stories to not be heard.  I am not alone there are thousands if not hundreds of thousands of other biological , natural parents who have gone through this same horrific form of domestic terrorism and court judgements.

 It has become placated as normal Divorce Culture.  " This represents a massive social change. It has taken place in the relatively short space of about 40 years and is reshaping the basic building block of society. Divorce is altering the institution of marriage and family in ways not yet fully comprehended. However, enough is understood to allow experts in the field to state that increased tolerance of divorce has produced profound changes in our attitudes toward what we think marriage and family to be."  https://www.vision.org/culture-divorce-1261

 The following of one who perpetrates this alienation, estrangement is called Flying Monkeys -
“Flying monkeys is a phrase used in popular psychology mainly in the context of narcissistic abuse. They are people who act on behalf of a narcissist to a third party, usually for an abusive purpose.” https://drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/04/14/flying-monkeys/


 This is my reward as a committed stay at home mom.  In my position as a stay at home mom I chose to stay at home to be at disposal for our daughters.  My former spouse and I chose for me to stay at home for our daughters giving them a mom at home for their needs and for their best interest.

Additional reading. 


  I carried our daughters for Nine months in my body because my former spouse and I chose to have children.  Our children were no excuse, no accident.
  I chose to stay at home with our daughters to give them the best possible outcome in life.  The best education that aligned with our beliefs and philosophies.  We may not have PhDs but we are not ignorant, and we are educated, having life experience and some college.  I have always loved education and have degrees in progress that have been put on hold due to putting our daughters needs first.  I also hold many credentials.
  I have had to defend my staying at home with our children more than any other occupation that I have ever held in my life.
  I have had to defend home education for our children based on their needs, their wants,  their desires.
  How is it that we live in such a educated culture - but yet people are so ignorant and uneducated in human behaviors.  This is not Psychology but instead this is common sense.

  Our children are socialized and always have been educated in manners ( not bullying ), respect    ( not disrespect ) education and learning , not just based in theology but what is good and God and what is right in how we treat others.
  In the time period from their birth until May 21,2017 when they were abducted and kidnapped taken without my consent and never given their whereabouts or what was being done to them - all of these things I spoke of are completely opposite and contrary to what they have been taught, how they have been taught and their actions are of a herd mentality.
  I'm certain flying monkeys and culture pathology is at play in this.  One should be curious how it is that I was a primary attachment for both of our daughters until they were abducted and kidnapped in May 21,2017 and since that time they are completely estranged from me. Where is stability?
 In doing a welfare check with the Citrus county Sherrif dept. just so I could have someone in law enforcement to see and tell me that my children are still alive.  I was told our 21 year old daughter  doesn't want to talk with me, doesn't want to see me, doesn't want anything to do with me?
Take away her current surroundings, take her to a place she feels safe.  Then let her tell you about her life when all of this behavior started in her life.  And how it started.

  Her address was changed in 2014 to Florida and she didn't have an option- she wasn't living at a Physical address in Florida in 2014 or 2015, 2016, but was abducted in May 21, 2017.  Ask her about why she would spend so much time locked in a bathroom with her phone.  How many times has she wanted to make the right decision but was being mind controlled into making a decisions with flying monkeys invading her thoughts and pressuring her like immature teenagers and peer pressure.  Someone get her to where she is alone and not controlled by these pressures - because she has been living in this mental hell for a long time to turn away from her momma.  I know this - I am her momma.    Who is going to do this?  How many of you know what happened, you know what is going on but you wont even get involved.

Stockholm syndrome, psychological response wherein a captive begins to identify closely with his or her captors, as well as with their agenda and demands. https://www.britannica.com/science/Stockholm-syndrome
 One has to ask why others even a system to allow such a behavior like this to be projected onto another human being much less a child.

  I am not blaming our daughters for this - those who have been their influence for the past three years speak for themselves through our daughters behaviors.  This is teaching hate to children whether verbally, through perception, through actions or through financial emotionally buying the girls.  Our daughters estranged from me for no viable reason.

  The court in Florida was mailed a Answer and Counterclaim and I requested to attend the hearing by telephone months in advance due to financial hardship that was forced on to me by my abandonment and desertion with no explanation and no communication.  I have medical records showing my burden of proof for our daughter while in my care.
   I have been continuously harassed and stalked to defend my staying in our daughters life.  To remove me by granting sole custody - is removing my ability of a natural parent to make decisions for our daughter.  I have watched from her progress notes-  her mental health, her emotional health and her physical health deteriorate.  She has regressed at the onslaught of medical maltreatment and those financially set out to financially exploit her.
  To remove me as her primary attachment you have caused harm, trauma, and physical health issues.  She has sounded sick or with cold in more phone calls than not.  To be able to even see our daughter is impossible because the court has further perpetrated estrangement by stating I can see my daughter supervised while a stranger is drugging my child in visits in Florida.  What kind of sick, demented practice is this ?
  In addition the request that I be removed from her Guardianship as a Co Guardian - the court has removed my Natural rights to parent my own child  and has kept me from natural law to parent my child that came from my body.  The trauma and harm being done to our daughter is beyond sickening and of complete disbelief that we have such a cruel and harmful system.  And there is not just one system but many to blame.  The mental cruelty being perpetuated on to a child who has done not one of you harm , trauma or pain.  You have forcefully estranged her as a special needs child from her primary attachment.

  Our daughter was healing from one chemical assault to her weak little body.

  •  Abigaile almost died and  NONE of you were there with her- I was every single time and event.  In fact NONE OF YOU were there to even visit.  In her worst time of almost dying NONE OF YOU were there.  
  • NONE of you were there when I stayed up with her all night to be sure she was breathing.  
  • NONE of you were there when I gave her medications, did food diaries, did medication diaries. 
  • NONE of you were there when I spent days, weeks and months to call agencies, health and human services, state representatives including a senator in Arkansas to request a wheelchair because insurance denied her a wheelchair and she couldn't walk.  
  • NONE of you were there when I taught her to potty train and she was potty trained until May 21,2017.
  • NONE of you were there through the sleepless nights of not knowing whether she would be alive the next morning. 
  • NONE of you were there through the hundreds of seizures she would have early on, watching her stop breathing, fighting to get Oxygen ordered for her so that she would be forced oxygen while her brain was deprived of oxygen.  The dr. didn't recommend this - I DID and I kept asking and begging for it until I got it. 
  • NONE of you were there to watch the food diaries - instead you mock and make fun of and think it is okay to feed a child a food they are allergic to and just because they don't have a reaction like you do, but instead they have seizure triggers from it- learn some simple anatomy and physiology before you trying to force your drug addiction even if it is pharmaceutical - there is no difference. Even PhDs are ignorant of this and argued with me. I was the continuity of care in my Childs life and lived it with her.  Im not giving my child anything that I watch causing seizure triggers or seizures in her - just to make others feel quantified or valued.  Bring back peanuts on the airlines I'm not allergic is that mentality.  One pays taxes - the other doesn't.  Drugs are drugs.  They suppress - they don't heal.  Don't tell me or anyone else I starved my child or she was starving this is a lie from ignorance of those of you who weren't there. The AMA of Peds. has statistics from children who are sick and diseased the majority of the population of children who go to a Dr are mixed well and sick. I can assure you more are sick. My well child was being compared and told to unnecessarily be forced to gain what is not healthy. My child was healthy- she was not showing symptoms and was never sick.  She didn't catch colds ( a hoax) or she didn't catch anything else.  How drugged, sick and ill is she now?  It starts in the mind, affect the emotions and it manifests in the physical body.  
  • NONE of you were there when I gave her medications - for years - I did medication diaries - I also noticed when the medications were missed her symptoms disappeared.  This is not for you to judge, you weren't there and even if you were - you don't have the work experience, the training, the education or the life experience of what I have gone through with my child. Drugs will not change this but you make her sicker, prolonging her symptoms and causing her physical harm and trauma to her brain and neurological system.  Her medications were discontinued because she no longer showed symptoms.  Period.  I can and have read her medical progress notes for the past almost 3 years and even prior to that.  Her progress notes speak for themselves.  She has regressed in her overall Health since May 21,2017.  She is still my child and for others opinions for financial gain, for control because of your past traumas or mental illness you are harming, causing trauma and destroying our Childs health. It is not for you to say or treat my child as " an average in the patients that do this or that".  I physically saw, documented and was with her daily.  You were not.  And shame to the medical dr who has followed her since she was 18 months old and used your agenda to exploit my Childs health and finances to further your business plan.  To exploit my child and put a label that is a generalization of symptoms manifested by the damage done by your pharmaceutical pushing and marijuana drug pushing you have caused my child unnecessary trauma and harm in addition you have changed her genes with your propaganda and I can show this from her original records from Genetics appointment early in her care with me as her Primary Health care manager.  I have baselines from prior Visits to Childrens Hospitals with genetic testing in full scope.  Genetics aren't changed naturally - only through chemical means.  Genes can be altered however through eugenics - as I sent to you several academia studies that were cited regarding this topic emailed and discussed on a phone call regarding your assault on our daughters health. 
Further reading : 
  • NONE of you were there for us.  For you to all of a sudden step in and try and control someones life because of your own childhood traumas and to destroy a family that has done  nothing to you.  And has kept you from nothing.  It was your actions of neglect.   Please wake up and realize that you have destroyed your adult child, your adult Childs marriage, that adult childs spouse that ( Your adult child chose- not you ) ,  that you have destroyed the children of that adult child and their now former spouse.  Just because you get a cult of people to agree with you - in front of your face doesn't make it right, doesn't make it moral , doesn't make it the best interest of our children.  
  • And for the court to write a custody stating it in the best interest of the child - to deny a mother, a parent their natural parental right to make choices for that child when that parent has done nothing to harm that child, has not caused them trauma, has not allowed other people than their biological mom or biological dad to make decisions regarding the welfare of Abigaile.   In the life and health of Abigaile I have been there with her when no one else was there caring for my daughter, making choices for her, watching her health and her ability to walk, to talk, and to not have hundreds of seizures per day and without the medication ( a nice way of saying drugs).  This was stolen from me - Abigailes health stolen from her at the expense of profit for the system.  
  • And now you steal our daughters time from me, from their mom with no burden of proof or viable reason.  You have stolen almost three years of their lives, their childhood , their time from me, their mom.  How can this time stolen even be replaced, ever be returned, the time that has been projected on to them and to me that caused mental anguish and trauma of intentional emotional distress. 

 How do you pay back time that can not be returned?  This is legacy being left for our children.  


  I was able to find a lawyer who took my case in December 2019.  Prior to that I dealt with the state of Texas who is anti- family.  Anti - best interest of the child and doesn't even have the term mom or mother written into their family law.  Prejudiced discrimination Texas shame on you for the trauma and harm you caused me and my children and family.  I intended to build my charity there for families and children with special needs for respite. That is no longer a option of where there is such hostility for family cohesiveness and best interest of children.  
   Since that time I have emails showing where my lawyer has worked tirelessly trying to get a hearing for the court.  It took over a month to set a court date trying to coordinate with the court and the opposing attorneys.  
  The original dates they gave to Lawyer Leslie Ann was March 2 , March 12, and April 2.  The confirmation for hearing was finally emailed to me and it was June 29, 2020.  Further causing our daughter estrangement from me her Natural parent and mom. 

  What happened to the original dates?  

  In addition stalking me and harassing me to further court measures -  to estrange our child from me.  Further exploiting her finances she won't have anything for future - it will all be paid back into the system that has caused her harm, trauma and now grief and mental anguish onto a special needs child.  
  
  In addition to forcing me as a person called Indigent because I worked hard for my family, our children for 22 years. I am now labeled as Poverty and Indigent.   I spent 20 years to put my children and their needs first.  My former spouse and I agreed to prior to marriage commitment and during our 20 year marriage for my position to be a stay at home mom putting our children first.   I was left with nothing.  No retirement, no social security paid in, no health insurance, no dental , no vacation , no nothing.  Every cent that I am being forced and coerced to spend;  to try and stay in my Childs life and to stay part in what I established for her.  The vaccine entitlement , the trusts, and her care plan.  All being squandered and hidden from me.  I am being forced to spend funds that I don't have into a court that I am not an lawyer and don't have legal counsel nor am I trained as legal counsel.  All being forced and coerced on to me. 

  I have no home, no money, no transportation, estranged from our children - why?  All because I committed with my former spouse to stay at home and place our children's needs above my own.  I know how hostile the culture is toward moms who stay at home with their children.  I have experienced it for over 20 years.  If that is what you choose not to do - that is great! Your probably doing your children a favor.  But don't project your hate, your jealousy, your bitterness etc on those of us who choose to place our children first.  It was our choice and it is my choice- not yours.  Stop using comparison and you would likely be happier with your decisions. 

  I have been accused of abandoning my child, not providing for her needs, not providing for her.  What a vile and horrific accusation after abducting and kidnapping her and exploiting her financially in addition to the medical maltreatment.  I haven't abandoned my child she was forcibly taken from me without communication or explanation.  After a conversation regarding my safety and the safety of our daughters.  One has to ask when a civil conversation has happened, why the other would flee to such a drastic measure involving the well - being of their children.  

  Our daughters abducted, kidnapped and has been severely estranged from me? Not even knowing who I am, no longer says mommy, can't interact on nursery rhymes or interactive stories that we shared prior to her abduction. 


Alot of truth on this page - screenshot from  " The Ugly Duckling " americanliteraure.com  web page - story read to our daughter Abigaile on February 25, 2020 during my 30 minute supervised phone call. 


  Where is the burden of proof ? Is burden of proof tied to money, for profit ?  In my experience it has not been in the best interest of the child.  

with compassion for those who's hearts have hardened and bitter, 
with love 
xoxo