Where feet may fall

  This is really resonating with me right now.  So many bad things happening in this world.

We must not dwell on it. There are so many more important things happening and need to happen in

life.

I am certainly no stranger to calamity or adversity.  It is like an evil step- sister lurking in my shadow

behind me.  It lurks to find its next crutch or my next fall so that adversity and calamity can strike me.

I really can't be partial to their games though they don't have my best interest at hand. They are selfish with a selfish agenda. I don't have time for them. The evil step- sisters.

We must move forward.

I wanted the blogs to be an encouragement to others.  I wanted them to be an encouragement for me and for our family.

It is to see where we came from and where we are going to.

 Goodbye daddy I love you I'll visit your resting ( sleeping space) next time, God willing.  

Sometimes we believe to be going one place and to end at another.

 I love my family and I will miss you. This visit to decorate our family members graves and to catch up on old times. The time was short.

I didn't get to spend as much time with family that I wanted to. My youngest sister Tonya and my mom lurking in the back ground trying to hide. It looks like the only time she doesn't hide is when she has goats in her hands.  

Little did we know that the very next weekend before our daughters birthday that one of my nephews would be killed in a car accident. I wish we could just take that hurt back and take it away.  I spent more time with my other sister but spent a lot of time on email, on the phone and she even came to visit me. I'm not sure what happened after that but I hope the next time I see them that it doesn't end up the same way again.  

  Dillon you were certainly the real deal. Its too bad that there aren't more people like you. Even though I haven't talked to you in years I never forgot those silly conversations and you picking the flower garden dry of flowers.  You will certainly be missed. 

 The girls " Its a Wonderful Life " birthday party.   It was probably the strangest birthday ever. We never have anyone for a birthday party but because of my nephews sudden and unexpected death it was just strange.  

The girls had a good time. We let loose over 1000 lady bugs, got out the projector and watched its a wonderful life in the tent.  

 It was just us but we made the best of it like we always do. No one to wish Happy Birthdays and no one else to celebrate.  

We left these for Dillon for one last visit. Thousands of them everywhere :) 

While your soul is asleep we came to say our final goodbyes. 

Life is certainly strange. I am a planner, a strategist, and optimist.

My husband in life is a one time thing planner but does it electronically. I love pen, paper, post it notes. I have these things all over like bad wall paper falling from the wall.